The Big Three O
I remember those sleepless nights When I was a little girl, still growing I especially remember those restless nights When I was a flimsy teenager with questions unanswered I remember the boastful prideful nights When arrogance took over and I think too highly of myself I remember the tearful nights When I realize that I was wrong That I am just a speck of worthless dust in this universe called the real world I remember the remorseful nights I remember the anxious nights When I just feel so lost I sometimes still have one of those nights But today That I am 30 My heart is full with gratefulness Tonight is a joyous one Because when I count all the blessing You have given me When I look around Everything I am Everything I have Comes from You, my Lord and saviour I wish I could tell my younger self That everything’s gonna be fine That You took care of me That You never forsake me That You really made my life complete In every way I can imagine